No more hand jive! :(

So, we're done. It's over. All that hard work. All those days where everyone almost starved to death because we didn't "look hungry." All those days where I wish I said things to people that I never could. All those times I swore at people who deserved it( really, thay did). All those days I wished I hadn't done what I had done and finally all those days where I craved to be a normal girl who was practically an anti-social person. It's done. It's over. And now I'm ashamed. For wanting those stuff adn getting pissed at not getting them and more importantly, for not seeing what I had in my hands until I lost them. yes, I know it sounds cliche but its ture: you don't realise the worth of something until you lose it. But enough of that all sad stuff. I think I'm starting to sound like an old person. Let's be happy. Or pretend at least:

OMG TUESDAY WAS GREAT. well actually, lemme start form monday. my parents came on monday and the crowd consisted practically only of teachers and parents AKA the old generation. meaning that either they are too lazy to clap or they just don't get the jokes that were meant to be funny for their time. one of the two. yeah so monday, we made a few mistakes but that's ok. I thought the crowd actually cheered a lot for the number of people in the audience. so i thought our opening night was pretty good. that was of course until tuesday. TUESDAY WAS
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seriously, you know the part after the first song we all sing grease is the word like 12 times, well you shud have seen the crowd shouting and cheering at that part!!! OMG we were all shouting with excitement when we got off stage after that scene and our excitement and energy lasted for the entire play. if I had to describe that night's performance with one word, it would be: terrific. And I'm telling the truth. Ask anyone.

Wednesday was ok. The crowd was pretty huge but the audience was only parents and a few students who couldn't come during the week cuz of their homework. so they weren't as loud as we expected. i mean, compared to monday, they were good but after having a blast of a performance on tuesday, wednesday's performance seemed like it didn't really have much spice for the Grease cast. But the people who came yesterday thought it was "pretty good." I'm serious, everyone uses those words for some reason. Very trite. haha vocab word. I actually remember it. YAY MR SANFORD.

Oh and today I had to wake up at 7 and I had to work at the Turkish Charity Bazaar from 8am till 7pm. It was very tiring but I got 11 service hours so whatever. But of course, the best part was I got to eat manti and Mado dondurma. Aren't you sad you didn't have any.

Yeah randomly, this song popped into my head. (a song from like 1995)

Onun arabasi var,
Guzel mi guzel
Soforu de var
Ozel mi ozel
Basti mi gaza
Gider mi gider
Maalesef ruhu yok
Onun icin hic bir sansi yok.


Yeah, GOOD NIGHT. XD ILY!. <3

P.S.
Evet, ama senin sansin var. Hadi, bunu yapabilirsin.